Holy Month

Assalammualaikum It's the first day of puasa/fasting! Hope, i'm able to fast for the whole month. I know, i can't.. Due to some lady reasons. Hahaha! Insya'allah, dengan izin allah s.w.t. Actually, i have nothing to say. Alright. Lots of love. Wassalam. <3

Need to lose this stubborn unwanted craps call; FATS.

hey Mobile again. Can't use the lappy. Why? I'm lazy. Haha. It's 3.44am. & i'm not asleep! How normal this can be? Hmm. I need to slim down. Seriously. I got a month. Can i manage? Hmmmmmmmmm. Shall, start working out at home next week! Must must work out! Reasons: i want to show that jerk, that i can slim down without his sarcastic remarks & jogging session. (more like "let's talk about the past & make you angry" session. Damn you. To be able to fit all my old past years costumes. Yeah! That's a goal! I need to start! Perfect, fasting month. Eat less, for breaking fast. & eat lots For sahur. Heh. Should i? Or issit the other way round. Haiya, if only i could slim down with a snap! I would get a boyfriend now! Hahaa, kidding. Infact, no matter what happen. I love myself. Hehe. Alright, need some sleep. Lots of Love. <3

The truth.

Hi Fhoooow, dusty dusty dusty. It's been a long time. It's been 13days. God. Am I that busy? Hahaha. Or, simply making myself busy, to avoid boredness. Nyeh, i guess so. Just a small short entry for tonight. & i shall continue tomorrow. Alright, shall we start typing those unspoken emotion? Jubal. I miss him. Him who? Muhammad Zafri Bin Zulkifli. Eventhough, how much i hate the way he treat me. & all that shits. Here i'am, missing his presence. Why oh why? Why among all my ex, why must is it be him?! We have been thru alot, but... He doesn't even appreciate. Saying that, i'm insecure. Oh, yes. I'am. I must admit to that! Why? Cause you yourself make me feel this way! You with your flirting with other girls out there. God. & your reasons? Friends. FULL OF BULLSHITS! Hais. Alright, STOP! Done. I don't want to talk about a damn stupid jerk. Let's end it here. Lots of love.

BIG DAY & Personality

Hi There.

i'm back, busy busy busy. 2 more days to the big day of my life! My FIRST MUSICAL ever! eventhough, i'm just holding a small role. but, according to the hypocrites............ it's still important. today, our first full dress rehearsals. i have no idea how they plan all this. we have a total of 30-40 talents, doing this musical. but, there's only ONE make up artist. & we are CAN'T make up for ourselves. eventhough, we are DANCERS! you get that? we are DANCERS from THEATRE TARI NAIM PANI. & not actors from TK2000. sorry, i'm pissed with this particular people that only see us as a dancers from NOWHERE. but, actually we are from a group called Theatre Tari Naim Pani. infact, both of our teachers are their family members. but, they just push them aside. ohgod. how terrible can this people be. why is everything our fault? hey, shut your disgusting mouth & get up here. & dance! alright. stop here.

oh ya, i haven't finish introducing myself. haha, where do i stop? i can't remember. it's ok. i'm syaza. shall i describe myself? hmm. i think find myself, dumb & a coward. haha, why? cause.......... i easily get scared of people. & i don't dare to be open to people. actually, i can't really find a word to describe myself. when something happen to my friends, especially my bestfriends. i would react some way. haha. most of my friend, called me a "minah" haha, no i'm not! but, yes.. i got the looks. but, I'M NOT! i think is just the way i talk. that they mistakenly thought i'm a "minah" i'm crazy. i think that's why, no one takes me seriously. i would, jump around. make stupid silly faces. just to make the people surround me happy. haha, it's funny how people said that my attitude sucks. but, actually.. i'm just being myself. it's a natural thing for us humans to get angry & start cursing. & ignore people when they are angry. but, when i do it. that will be a VERY VERY BIG MISTAKE! & i just don't know why. when they are not happy with me, they start creating stories. i kept quiet cause, i don't want to start a fight. but, that seems a problem to them. i kept quiet, wrong. i open my mouth and start, wrong. wtf? alright. enough. 

so thats for today. i will continue tomorrow. hate this, i'm down with a flu. lots of love.

<3

Yours Sincerely;

Hello.

so, here it goes. My first post. on my new blog. "True & Personal" hopefully, whatever happen in the future. i've got the time to update here. well, nobody is going to read this blog. but, i will update it anyway. so, let's start. i shall introduce myself.

Hello, i would like to formally introduce myself, i'm edward cullen. haha, sounds familiar? yeah. it's from a movie called "Twilight" starring Kristen Stewart Robert Pattinson Taylor Lautner. apparently, that's my favourite fantasy romance movie. infact, my favourite movie EVER. alright, that's enough. side track for a moment. so, Hello. i would like to formally introduce myself, i'm nur syaza lina. here's my number, so call me maybe. haha.side track again. get back, people call, syaza. or syaz. yea. that's my short name. 

ohmygod. i've got to go. time is really running out very fast. shall continue tomorrow. lots of love.

<3